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~bloodybeautyjen
jen - Status: Member
- Emotional Poet
- Female/United States
- Offline for 13w 6d 50m 34s
- Deviant since Oct 4, 2005, 8:08 PM
- 11 Deviations
- 130 Deviation Comments
- 8 Deviant Comments
- 6 Forum Posts
- 443 Pageviews
Recent Deviations
"Days to Come"Holding my breath....."Days to Come"
I'll spend the rest of my life trying to get over these moments.
There is safety in sadness that you can't give me (this fairy tale is more than i can handle)
I'm breaking down shattered pushing you away before you run.
It's all I've ever wanted and its tearing me a-p-a-r-t.. there's no holding myself together anymore no recovery for this kind of freefall.
You're not even gone yet and I'm already lost without you. our beginning was my end
in Open on 1/16/06
"Still Starving"This insatiable desire for something more will be my cause of death."Still Starving"
Too many sunsets in one day is driving me into the very darkness where emptiness states its residence.
How many more days will I try to sleep away only to awaken to another starless sky--a lifetime of layaway and these 24 hour minutes are bleeding me dry.
Looking at the clock has become like breathing--choking, drowning on stale air. Won't someone just hold me under???
Making it through another dying moment only to be assaulted by endlessness in the next breath.
ble
in Open on 10/30/05
"Suicidal Tendencies"I'm not digesting these words with ease. Lead in my stomach and razorblades in my throat. ...they are"Suicidal Tendencies"
P. &nbs
in Open on 10/26/05
"ExhaleEyesClosed"Another day in this life so lacking--begging for a breakthrough and bruised with regrets."ExhaleEyesClosed"
A taste of emotion and in that moment I almost had a reflection but it was only the haunted look in your eyes of the morning after.
Your image gives birth to thoughts that never quite make it to my throat--these stillborn replays of last night are bloodying my hands and again my cheeks are burning.
And yet I'm still holding my breath, still waiting for a response, a reaction, a re-enactment,..(or a reality homecoming).
Stumbling to read between the lines b
in Open on 10/18/05
Favourites
Perfect AntidoteYou're about as convincing as the safety on a loaded gun. And about as thrilling as Russian Roulette. You're begging for a triggerPerfect Antidote
to escape your troubled head.
Its like watching a car crash From a window that I cant break. You're falling down again Tripping over tangled thoughts inside your head That you cant pray away. Well if you agree to be the patient,
I'll be the best damn doctor you've ever had. I prescribe the perfect antidote..
Love.
Dont scream too hard lovely. You're going to lose your voice. For your throats
by *whorer-movie
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Devious Information
- Current Age: 22
- Current Residence: U.S.
- Interests: MUSIC, poetry, art, reading, connections...
- Favourite movie: Romeo and Juliet, and Waking Life, Reqiuem for a Dream, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind..
- Favourite band or musician: Deftones, Something Corporate, JEW, Modest Mouse
- Favourite genre of music: Indie rock, punk rock, some hippie stuff, some harder stuff
- Favourite artist: Salvador Dali
- Favourite poet or writer: Chuck Palahnuik, Anne Rice, John Grisham
- Skin of choice: pamper the skin you're in
- Favourite cartoon character: family guy..
- Personal Quote: "This emptiness is my namesake" (all me)
- Tools of the Trade: mybrainmymouthmyhands--communicationisconnection
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Devious Comments
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Where do bad folks go when they die
don't go to heaven were the angels fly
go to a lake of fire and fry
see'em again till the fourth of july
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i am so ZEN. (and irish)
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Everything can be made better by Eddie Izzard's soprano impression.
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Well she was my catatonic sex toy, love-joy diver
She went down down down there into the sea
Yeah she went down down down there, down there for me right on!
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Well she was my catatonic sex toy, love-joy diver
She went down down down there into the sea
Yeah she went down down down there, down there for me right on!
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"Welcome to the worst Horror of them all... Reality!"
"if pandora is once more to open the box.......Call me!"
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Starving for permeation-A reason to breathe, to blink, to become...
there really toughing me so good job on that.
so keep up the good work
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"Welcome to the worst Horror of them all... Reality!"
"if pandora is once more to open the box.......Call me!"
--susan
!!
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It's better now, with fire on your tongue.
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hugs and love
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no more tears, no more fears
...don't look back
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Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come. ~Anne Lamott
In every battle there will be casualties.
And the count is now on the rise.
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"In the beginning night was memory was water. And in the cool aquamarine depths dreams swam freely." mindfields
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Starving for permeation-A reason to breathe, to blink, to become...
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'the world should listen then- as I am listening now'
--Percy Bysshe Shelley's 'To Skylark'
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When I kiss you like a lover
That is when we discover
We are burning in the fire
This love will never tire
~Papa Roach
The Fire
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